niedziela, 28 kwietnia 2013

the more i see, the less i know.

maybe it's finally time to let the past be the past. what's done is done. and it should be left. i can't change past but i have an influence on my future. and it's time to do something.

friday was my last day of school year. now, only 8 matura exams and i'll be free. it was pretty good day. i was running barefoot at the green grass and felt kinda happy. in the evening i was at the club with my friends.
saturday was kinda boring. mostly studying.
sunday - i spent all morning and afternoon at learning. then i met with my ex-boy, who is no longer my ex. we're back together. again. i guess. and i hope it will work this time.
och, and i saw two hedgehogs. lovely.

czwartek, 25 kwietnia 2013

i need a hero

what's the point in waiting for someone who'll probably never come back? sad. the most painful aspect about that is awareness. you know that nothing will happen but you still wait. even if you know it's pointless. yeah, this all 'love stuff'. it leaves me powerless.

wtorek, 23 kwietnia 2013

wake me up when the bluebells are ringing

studying math almost all day. in the morning i was doing tasks, then my friend come to my place and he was teaching me. and in the evening i met with Pigeon. we spent some time on talking and taking photos. and now i should be studying (matura is coming), but i'm lazy as hell. meh.

I fell off the wagon
Into your arms
Into this long month of Sundays

 Now deep in a forest
Losing all though of spring
And nothing can help me remember
And I'm going nowhere fast
A darker day has hold at last
Deep in this dream I let the compass keep spinning

And your love has come too late
Away from the garden gate
Wake me up when the blue bells are ringing

How can it be over after all that we had
A river runs through the rafters down, down, down
Does it leave me sleeping? Dreaming only of spring
The phone rings out and I remember
But I'm going nowhere fast
A darker day has hold at last
Deep in this dream I let the compass keep spinning

poniedziałek, 22 kwietnia 2013

yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky

i spent lovely morning in a park with my friend. this guy is awesome. i admire his patience. he still wants to listen to my bullshit, which must be tough. i also bumped into two guys who were very attractive for me. and i talked with each of them just like that. i don't know what's happening with me. i have courage to talk to random guys, but i don't have any when it comes to talk with a guy i love. difficult situation.

i don't have any photos from today, so i'll post an old one.

niedziela, 21 kwietnia 2013

nothing ever came from a life that was a simple one

i'm tired of drama. there are things in my life that need to be changed. and i hope that i could finally change them. with a little help from my friends, of course. i'm glad that i have them.

some pics from today

my cute pigeon.

sobota, 20 kwietnia 2013

cat paws

and today it's time for an explanation for my blog's adress. it's quite simple.


the tattoo is connected with someone who means a lot to me. and even if he still doesn't know how important he is to me it's okay because he left beautiful memories. there are some things between us, which i probably will never understand, but feelings don't have to be understood. they just are and we have to learn to appreciate them 'cause we never know when they fade away.

piątek, 19 kwietnia 2013

part of my world

there's nothing better than people who understand you and stay by your side no matter what.

there are a few more people which means a lot to me, but i don't have photos with them yet. or i do, but we look awful ;p

środa, 17 kwietnia 2013


today wasn't as awful as i thought it would be. the only one bad thing about today was that i forgot to bring my breakfast to school. crappy. but then it got only better. i got a good mark from my math exam (finally). and the weather was great. i can't get used to the sun which shines all day long. but it is quite awesome. after school i met with my bestie. we spent whole afternoon at shops in the city centre. i've bought some new clothes and sweets, of course.

delicious donut from M&S.

some Hello Kitty stuff also from M&S.

wtorek, 16 kwietnia 2013

spring, finally

ah, today was a pretty good day. almost everything went great and i have not much to complain about. that definitely means that tomorrow will suck ;p but what hit me most today was an extraordinary couple. i was sitting on a bench with my friend and they were passing us. it seems to be normal in a park, but their age weren't as normal as rest of couples. they were two lovely old people. they were holding each others hands and smiling. the old lady was carrying little white flower which the man must have pulled out for her. they looked extremely happy and their love were floating around them. it was really touching. such views fill my heart with hope and happiness. spring has finally come. :3

 some old pic made by someone who's important for me.

poniedziałek, 15 kwietnia 2013

there's no real ending, it's only the beginning

so, first post on the new blog and i really don't know what to write about. maybe i should start with short introduction.

some people called me Tiffany (unfortunately vast minority of them), some called me Sola (that's the name of fish, which may make no sense to you, but it does make sense in the place where i live ;p). i'm addicted to music. rock music, reggae music, old pop. i love reading books. also poetry is my huge passion. i write poems, which i might translate and post someday ;p i'm interested in piercing and tattoos, body modification generally. what's more? i'm kinda crazy, but who's not?

that's all for now. you'll get to know me better in next posts. :3